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[Sep 23, 2011 * 1:17am]
no one will read this anyways but i need to vent it out... this week i was at my ultimate high weight. i know i let myself go. but i can't help it i'm around people with such bad eating habits its disgusting. i'm done with this. starting now. i will lose 20 pounds. done. starting now. 

no more eating after 6 pm. and i'm doing significantly less drinking. and gym at least 3 days a week. hopefully up to 5 soon enough.
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[Oct 11, 2010 * 1:17pm]
117.8.

allowed intake for the day:

610.
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[Jul 18, 2010 * 11:02am]
 okay so per usual i've gained. but this time it's because i tried to not care and be happy with my body. i have been going to the gym and i thought that was okay. clearly that hasn't worked out. like lasted a week, soooo good, not. but now i'm back to trying to get this weight off.
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[Jul 11, 2010 * 11:10am]
112.4

i need to actually restrict today. i'm sick of this. every post in my journal is the same. everyday i'm disappointed with myself. i want to be proud for once.

6 pounds in 3 weeks.
week one - 701 calories allowed a day.
week two - 690 calories allowed a day.
week three - 679 calories allowed a day.
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[Jul 10, 2010 * 6:37pm]
 111.4

 so far:
club crackers - 140
mint paddy frozen yogurt - 150
oatmeal raisin cookie - 450
pasta with butter and cheese - 250
pink lemonade - 10
chocolate covered pretzels - 100
nachos - 220
oreos and peanutbutter - 225
pasta with sauce - 260

total: 1805


wow fail?
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