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[Oct 12, 2009 * 2:32pm]  i'm failing at school,  i'm doing "average" which is not good enough. i've gained like 10 pounds i'm pretty sure. i need to get back into some sort of routine, i've signed up for alot of things so i keep myself busy, but i need to find time for the gym. read/ add

[Aug 5, 2009 * 9:06pm]  starting abc tomorrow, need to kick it in to gear for school.  hopefully starting hot yoga this week too. read/ add

[Jul 27, 2009 * 2:45pm] okay, so 30 days until school. i'm really excited about that.  i want to get away. i want a change. i want to be thin. i want to be beautiful. i want to be perfect. i need to go to college. add

[Jul 21, 2009 * 8:45pm]  seriously i want to loose weight soooo badly, but i just can't? nothing i do works. i can't bring myself  to work out, this is my own fault. read/ add

[Jul 16, 2009 * 12:06am] why why why why why why why why why why why why why. !do not answer. the label means something. that is why i put it there. it mean, "stop! do not answer the phone, do not read the text, you will regret it, it will ruin your day, i will make you upset, it will hurt." why why why why why why why why why why why why why, did i read the text. i wanted to know what it said, seven months is a long time to not talk to someone. why would i reply? i set myself up for this. it hurts. all i want to do is cry, forever. i shouldn't feel like this, i have someone who makes me happy. but i still love him, i will always love him, not the same kind of love but still love. add

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